Tuesday, June 15, 2010, 3:07 PM
Seriously for not deny i miss the past us rather then present.
Althought we are getting better after quarrels always but i miss those sweet messages, hold me while crossing the road, hug me tight messaging me and call me always to see what am i doing fetching me at the interchange or busstop while im on the way back home.
I know certain period the feelings might change.
Past the us and now the us are different we might be seeing each other everyday but the sweet romance is no longer so strong as before.
You asked me!? whether i feel stress or unhappy to be with u?~
If i give up on this relationships i wont waste my percious time been with u for the past half years.
Sometimes im very piss off till i miss home.
I miss my home my clothes is neat iron and washed.
I dont even need to wash any of my clothes.
My bedsheet is changed every week.
Im always been served for breakfast and dinner.
Im pemper like a princess at my own house but now is different after moving to your place.
I didnt complain but always nagged.
Sometimes if u were in my shoes u will know how i think.
I've done all i can.
I gave up on so many things that i wants that no one can give me.
Im afraid that one day we might turn out to be strangers.
All can i do now is just live life to the fullest.
Dearest I Love u, 22112009